Moving forward
Apr. 30th, 2026 12:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
embracingcalmI'm feeling slightly better. It helped to write all that out.
I'm going to take a break from working on cleaning up. I don't really care right now. Maybe, if John cares he can help me. I'm too tired.
Instead I'm going to take time to do what I want... which isn't much: take a bath using my fancy Salus bath bombs, slather myself in too much rose oil, do some plein air painting, walk my dog, watch goslings, maybe finally finish Trials of Mana.... you know, all that stuff that matters more than if your place looks good.
The community garden got back to me. We were offered a plot across town. We're going to take it. I don't know what I'll grow. I love squash plants so maybe squash. I love lemongrass so maybe that. I use carrots, onion and celery in most things so that might be good too.
Maybe just sunflowers... how I adore sunflowers.
I think I'm going to cry again.
gtg.
I'm going to take a break from working on cleaning up. I don't really care right now. Maybe, if John cares he can help me. I'm too tired.
Instead I'm going to take time to do what I want... which isn't much: take a bath using my fancy Salus bath bombs, slather myself in too much rose oil, do some plein air painting, walk my dog, watch goslings, maybe finally finish Trials of Mana.... you know, all that stuff that matters more than if your place looks good.
The community garden got back to me. We were offered a plot across town. We're going to take it. I don't know what I'll grow. I love squash plants so maybe squash. I love lemongrass so maybe that. I use carrots, onion and celery in most things so that might be good too.
Maybe just sunflowers... how I adore sunflowers.
I think I'm going to cry again.
gtg.
